January 28, 2013
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I didn't feel any particular way, and I'd like to say I don't, but I do.
I was going to use this time for writing. And what of it? I will still do that. And maybe now I can even burn this town while they sleep. I almost didn't want to, but then there was you and there was my guilty conscience, thinking you meant for me to see you being lonely...I know you knew I would. That's not paranoia. That's just truth. But you can't mean that, can you? Not at me. The idea of it makes me feel like burning down sleeping towns.
I cannot even bring myself to tell how wronged I feel about seeing that and thinking it was for me. Or about how wrong the words it isn't fair! ring in his hot as ashes voice.On the bright side, I read a very good story today. The main character was supposedly a fire god, but that is a lie. I know who he is. A liar.
Comments (2)
I like your new icon. A lot.
I used to build campfires to feel better. Actual campfires. It took time to get a finished product that would burn safely and for a long time, but it was very relaxing.
@NeverSubmit - I looked for a long time for an icon that seemed to fit the way I feel when I am angry or anxious about things...that was as close as I could get.
Can't say I've ever been permitted to build a campfire...and where I live now, it's pretty out of the question, unfortunately...but I do like to burn candles. I'm only burning a town down as a part of a story. My character needs revenge.